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I'm on a uni library computer, typing this when I really should be doing assignments, but I feel all melancholy. Mixture of PMS and the beginning of the anti-climax, I think.
I just completed the application form for the Grad Dip (decided on Records Management&Archiving because more jobs and more flexibility) and have just seen, for the first time (and probably not the last), the last three years of my life summed up in the abbreviated phrase "BA: C+CS". It's not quite over yet (one more contact "week" ie two days, four major assignments, two minor readings/tests), but soon, so soon.
For most of the semester I've been saying in not-really-pretend complaint "nearly finished and I don't want to leave," as if by saying it I'm trying to make it so, and it's just consciously clicking in my head that time's rolling forward, no matter how I'm trying to apply the breaks.
If for whatever reason I don't make the Grad Dip then I'll really be screwed. No reason why I wouldn't make the cut, but still, the anxiety lurks.
Stuck to the bottom edge of this computer monitor is the label "For individual use only" -- what the hell does that mean?
OK, going off to eat lunch, hoping that the cafe will have cleared enough for some relative quiet, and then getting on with the creative writing assignment.
I just completed the application form for the Grad Dip (decided on Records Management&Archiving because more jobs and more flexibility) and have just seen, for the first time (and probably not the last), the last three years of my life summed up in the abbreviated phrase "BA: C+CS". It's not quite over yet (one more contact "week" ie two days, four major assignments, two minor readings/tests), but soon, so soon.
For most of the semester I've been saying in not-really-pretend complaint "nearly finished and I don't want to leave," as if by saying it I'm trying to make it so, and it's just consciously clicking in my head that time's rolling forward, no matter how I'm trying to apply the breaks.
If for whatever reason I don't make the Grad Dip then I'll really be screwed. No reason why I wouldn't make the cut, but still, the anxiety lurks.
Stuck to the bottom edge of this computer monitor is the label "For individual use only" -- what the hell does that mean?
OK, going off to eat lunch, hoping that the cafe will have cleared enough for some relative quiet, and then getting on with the creative writing assignment.