Feeling weird...

[maharetr]

I'm on a uni library computer, typing this when I really should be doing assignments, but I feel all melancholy. Mixture of PMS and the beginning of the anti-climax, I think.
I just completed the application form for the Grad Dip (decided on Records Management&Archiving because more jobs and more flexibility) and have just seen, for the first time (and probably not the last), the last three years of my life summed up in the abbreviated phrase "BA: C+CS". It's not quite over yet (one more contact "week" ie two days, four major assignments, two minor readings/tests), but soon, so soon.
For most of the semester I've been saying in not-really-pretend complaint "nearly finished and I don't want to leave," as if by saying it I'm trying to make it so, and it's just consciously clicking in my head that time's rolling forward, no matter how I'm trying to apply the breaks.
If for whatever reason I don't make the Grad Dip then I'll really be screwed. No reason why I wouldn't make the cut, but still, the anxiety lurks.
Stuck to the bottom edge of this computer monitor is the label "For individual use only" -- what the hell does that mean?

OK, going off to eat lunch, hoping that the cafe will have cleared enough for some relative quiet, and then getting on with the creative writing assignment.

Comments

[black-samvara.livejournal.com]

It means no shagging on the desktop of course - how are people supposed to study quietly when inconsiderate (yet literary) nymphomaniacs are having noisy fun noisily nearby.

Plus it's hell on the keyboards.

PS. Nymphomaniac vs Satyr. Both with greek roots but having the interesting characteristic of the woman being assumed to be luscious and the man assumed to be butt ugly.

Ha!

[maharetr.livejournal.com]

Thank you. I needed that that. :D

BTW, once I've finished the BA proper (nooo!) in a couple of weeks, and therefore have time to think slash, I owe you a mango_porn drabble.